Moby Dick is a tale about the struggle of survival in the darkest periods of one’s life. Whether this is exemplified by Ahab’s fight for vengeance to honor the part of himself he lost, or Ishmael himself with the loss of his naive innocence during this time on the Pequod. Faith is essential to this story, not exactly in hopes of a brighter future, but faith serves as an engine to live past the internal struggles that one faces, existing only out of our doubts.
In Chapter 5, The Chapel, Ishmael describes the loss and wandering grief around a room full of widows whose husbands were lost to a violent mass they cannot come to peace with. The husbands are continuously lost/dying after their initial death, this chapel is the only place that serves as a controlled outlet for their grief. Their murderer (the ocean) is the permanent keeper of their bodies.
In Ishmael’s mediations, he brings up how faith is perpetuated by doubt, “But Faith, like a jackal, feeds among the tombs, and even from these dead doubts she gathers her most vital hope.” (pp. 42). There is hope that is born out of fear, doubt is the bearer of hope. In this chapel full of mourning women, Ishmael sees faith being rejuvenated over and over out of the crushed hopes for a life with their husbands. One cannot exist without the other, and in our fight to survive our struggles comes faith. Melville also writes “Why all the living so strive to hush all the dead” (pp. 42), calling forward this hope in the darkest times. Death should serve as a constant reminder of the hope all around us, and those who have died are where we find this hope, not in our idealized afterlives but in our struggle itself, to have hope in its alleviation.
This chapter was really powerful for me to read, it took me a few days to completely think about some of the things written in this chapter because it felt a little overwhelming. I connected with these quotes but it was hard to understand why immediately. I still don’t feel like I completely get it, and maybe I never will, but I felt its impact anyways whether there was a logical/literary explanation for why.

